Fear Is An Old Friend

A wise woman once said, ” You should name the feeling that you feel. If it is a positive feeling, it will impart joy to the soul. If it is negative, it will go away.” The woman unknowingly made me realize that all this time I was ignoring my feelings. I always knew the reason…

Happy Life: An Irony

You must have questioned the pace of life a lot of times. Why is everyone doing what they are doing? Let’s not focus on everyone, I know humans of my age/ teenagers study because they are asked to do so, since childhood, so that they get good grades, get admission in a reputed college, get…

What A Mess

I am here sitting on a chair at the terrace, Watching the sky feeling the wind blow. The flowers dance,the leaves fall. I hear whispers in moments of silence, I close my eyes and everything makes sense. Picking up all the pieces, I said goodbye and left. But oh my mind, what do you really…

It’s Worth It

“A flood of emotions running into me. Pain and anger. Sadness and pity. But most surprising of all, hope.” Jay Asher, 13 Reasons Why Often we find ourselves in complete darkness. There is nothing but emptiness. You’re left alone. You can’t see anything but darkness, so you begin to seek a home in it. And…

A Year That Changed…

Everyone is waiting for the clock to tick at 12 as the next day will mark the end of a decade and the beginning of a new year. I am not sure about the decade but this year has taught me a lot. 2019 has not been a great year for me. It’s probably one…

Reminiscence

If I rewind four years from now, I see myself as a girl who has no control over herself. I used to steal, I used to cheat and I always ignored that little voice inside my head which used to tell me that it’s just not worth it. When I listened to that voice, I…

A Page From My Diary

Through the serenity, inspite of all the depression, I looked ahead with a little hope in my eyes.. to start all over again, to take one last chance,to make everything right as I always wanted. Capturing the starry night from my balcony itself, soothing wind, hot coffee and the delightful moon as my shield.. I…

I saw her

I parked my vehicle in the parking lot and stood there, thinking how should I approach to her. I took too long and when I had finally made my decision, one fine human came to me and there it began. My worst nightmare, small talk. So this small talk continued for fifteen minutes straight. In…

Why?

Life is very cruel sometimes. I wonder what lesson does it want to teach me. What does it want me to do? Why it is the way it is? Changes. I hate them. I hate them because I am unable to adapt to the changes. My life gives me one change after another. I know…