02:00 am

I’ve spent way too much time on thinking about doing things rather than doing them. Too much time is wasted on distracting myself and pretending to be fine. “Pain demans to be felt.” Here I am, 2 am in my room feeling the pain. It hurts but the hurting is a part of my life…

My Favourite Shoes

If I were to say this, you’d probably think that I’m crazy but it’s about a pair of shoes that I miss wearing. I still have them but I don’t wear them. They’re kept in some place where I can’t easily see them. It’s been two years since I last wore them. It’s such a…

A Letter To My Anxiety

Hey there my old friend! I hope you’re doing well. Or should I say, I hope you’re not. Hope is not a good friend of yours, I know.  But there’s something that you should know. We’ve been together since a long time now. You were that unexpected person whom I never thought I will be…

A Stupid Cliff

It feels like I’m on the edge of a cliff. Any moment I can fall down if I’m not careful. I’m holding on… it’s been too long now. I’m getting tired but I have to keep holding on. I’m holding on for dear life. If I don’t, there won’t be anyone to save me. So…

Fear Is An Old Friend

A wise woman once said, ” You should name the feeling that you feel. If it is a positive feeling, it will impart joy to the soul. If it is negative, it will go away.” The woman unknowingly made me realize that all this time I was ignoring my feelings. I always knew the reason…

A Page From My Diary

Through the serenity, inspite of all the depression, I looked ahead with a little hope in my eyes.. to start all over again, to take one last chance,to make everything right as I always wanted. Capturing the starry night from my balcony itself, soothing wind, hot coffee and the delightful moon as my shield.. I…

Why?

Life is very cruel sometimes. I wonder what lesson does it want to teach me. What does it want me to do? Why it is the way it is? Changes. I hate them. I hate them because I am unable to adapt to the changes. My life gives me one change after another. I know…

For you…

There have been times when I think I should give up. And now, being very honest, let me tell you what exactly do I think. I think of giving up on life at some points. I have even tried to do so. But just tried. I am still alive! And here’s why. The moon goes…

Regret

Have you ever been reminded of a mistake that you made which you thought was not a mistake but when you think of it some time later, you realise that it was? So, what now? You have been dragging yourself along all this time thinking that what you did was not wrong and you acted…